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My bear project is not going as well as I thought and I know that it's partially my fault.  I made some bad decisions along the way, and I learned that it is true-- sometimes one has to do things oneself to make sure it gets done and done correctly. And it doesn't help that I'm trying to do some things long distance, 'cause that just makes it harder. At this point I'm not hoping for some grand profit, I just wanna make the money I invested in this back.  

I think that's possible.  But anyway, I just have to continue to wait to see what transpires.

Bittersweet kind of thing, you know?